dreams

Last night I had a dream, a lovely and simple dream. I dreamed that I was hanging out with Mom talking about whether I should order a mat for G or just buy it in the store (a real debate that I've been having with myself). Then my alarm went off and I got out of bed, thinking, "Hmm, why haven't I asked mom her opinion yet?" Then I walked downstairs, and I saw her jewelry chest staring me in the face and reality sunk in. She's gone, I can't have that simple conversation with her....hmm. If only I had been somewhat conscious during the dream; I would have savored it more.