Day 1....

No, I have'nt thrownaay my beloved chapstick, just not ready for that move yet. But neither have I touched. Just the thought that it's still there is somehow comforting...My lips feel extremely chapped and even inflamed, though they don't look as abnormal as they feel to me. I was even hesitant eating dinner because it felt as though my lips were going to split open. All day I kept thinking of how much they hurt, I just felt the need to munch (and I'm proud to say I mostly resisted!). Now I understand why smokers always gain weight when they quit. You just feel like you need something to take your mind off it, and food is the most tangible option most times. Who knew one would go through actual withdrawl from something like chapstick? Supposedly Chapstick stops your lips from producing its own moisturizers; I'm hoping my lips relearn it in record time cuz this hurts!